I’m holding myself and holding my pain to do not cut my arms. This pain inside me is so strong that I feel like I can’t fight anymore.
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That’s exactly how I feel.
pacodg asked:
Let's see, I have 1, 2 (not sure why I feel guilty sometimes, but I do, of what I feel is other peoples unhappiness I don't mean to casuH), 3, 4 (BIG TIME), 5, 6, 8 (insomnia), 9, 11, 12 :/ Handy list. In all honestly, hope you feel better (I know, random general shit to say, but I mean it, no one should feel like shit, bah)I know how you feel, I feel guilty all the time and then I cut myself to feel better. Sometimes, I can’t sleep without pills. People judge me alot, but I can’t say anything, I am a depressed person.
waitingtofindyou asked:
Do you want to talk about it?Of course, I want some help and help someone that feels the same. We need more hope, but it’s really hard.
I CAN’T TAKE IT ANYMORE! PLEASE HELP ME!
I wanna stop, but I can’t stop. I can’t be clean. Every FUCKIN day, my arms can’t take it anymore. Help me.
Since I was born, I was screaming for help. I have no idea why I’m here, I’m not ready for it. I shouldn’t make the few people that really cares about me sad. I prefer die than make my mom cry again, no one deserves it. The fact is, no one can help me because I can’t be helped. That’s what I am and i just accepted it.
Billie Joe, you are my fucking hero.
I just gave up and accepted, I’ll never be happy. I lost all my hopes and I can’t fight anymore.
Make up hide cuts, tired eyes, tears and sadness. With a fake smile, you will believe that I’m okay. But I’m not.
